The rain has come every morning this
week. Mostly gentle, occasionally intense, the rain moved us from the backyard
to the front porch and inside the house. Elbows ran a bit closer together, and
chairs were a bit harder to find. Some
might call it “cozy” while others may say it was “crowded.” Either way, being inside at Manna House is a
precursor to the winter months which will be here sooner than we think.
Due to the rain, our guests arrived in
various stages of being soaked. Not everyone who comes to Manna House is
suffering from homelessness. Some manage to maintain a precarious grasp on
housing. The housed were more likely to arrive sporting an umbrella. Those on
the streets sometimes had umbrellas, too, though they were typically missing a
rib so the canopy sagged and provided less protection. Some had donned flimsy
ponchos, the kind you can get for a buck or two at a convenience store. Those
lowest on the rain gear “food chain” had resorted to plastic bags for rain
protection. The bag would cover their torso as they popped a hole in the bag
for their heads, and two more holes for their arms.
Housed or homeless, everyone’s shoes
were wet, and so were their socks. Dry and clean socks were a more precious
gift than usual. And those on the shower list were happy to discard their wet
clothes for fresh and dry clothing.
I was reminded by the rain of how we
all need a place to stay; a place to protect us from the elements. We humans
are fragile creatures. We lack fur to keep us warm. We do not carry our resting
place with us like turtles. Water does not just roll off of us like a duck’s
back. We need places out of the rain and cold, or out of the heat and the
humidity. A shared and basic human need is for shelter. Even more, we really
need a home, especially a home where we can feel secure and welcomed and loved.
I also thought about how Jesus identified
with those who have no homes, when he said, “Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has
no place to lay his head” (Matthew 8:20). In context, he was laying out the
cost of discipleship to someone who had too easily proclaimed, “I will follow
you wherever you go!” Jesus calls us comfortable ones to take the risk of going
where he goes, to go where people are suffering. There our hearts can be opened
and we can find the compassion and desire for justice born of shared
vulnerability. I know I am tempted to think I can ward off my human fragility
by acquiring more and more and pretending I do not need help. Jesus calls me to
compassion born of a broken heart.
This
morning was the feast of St. Vincent de Paul. He said, “Go to the poor, you
will find God.” In saying this he did not romanticize the poor, nor did he deny
the horrors of poverty. Instead he saw how serving those in poverty could open hearts
to see our shared humanity, our need for each other; the recognition of mutual vulnerability
that calls us into seeking life together. In the person soaked by the rain,
covered by a plastic bag, God invites me into what saves all of us, namely, love.
As St. Vincent de Paul wrote, “We should strive to keep our hearts open to the
sufferings and wretchedness of other people, and pray continually that God may
grant us that spirit of compassion which is truly the spirit of God.”