The flurry of donations and volunteers has subsided. Christmas
and the New Year are past; so is Martin Luther King Day. We have settled in for
the long haul months of cold, rain (snow?) from now until at least the end of
March.
The Church’s liturgical calendar calls this season until
Lent comes, “Ordinary time.” The Sunday readings let go of Christmas themes and
return to stories of Jesus’ daily teaching and healing, and his challenge to
the way things are with his vision of God’s Kingdom, the way things ought to
be.
The liturgical color for vestments during this time is
green, a symbol for growth and hope. This symbol stands resolute in this time
of struggle. I look at our culture, our politics, and our economy. “Making
America Great Again” is taking us backwards to a time of even more overt racism,
hatred and fear of people seeking asylum, and the shredding of even the limited
and fragile safety nets for people in poverty. For my belief in growth and hope
to not be Pollyannaish, I must seriously reckon with despair.
As I sat in the kitchen on a recent morning, listening to
the coffee percolate, I could hear someone on the front porch, coughing. The
cough was persistent. I know that in this time of year colds, and flu, and for
some guests, bronchitis and pneumonia, will come more easily. Immune systems
already weak are further stressed by the cold.
People on the streets in ordinary time go back to being villainized or
ignored. The Christmas turkeys are all gone.
Guests come into the warmth of Manna House, and in the
midst of conversation and names being called for showers and socks and hygiene,
they fall asleep on the couches and chairs. The cold weather saps energy, and
some walk the night unable to sleep because of the cold. In ordinary time there
is no affordable housing, and few shelter spaces, and even fewer (only Room in
the Inn), that are free.
On Monday of this week, even Manna House had no heat. Our
furnace went out again. While we waited for the repair man the house was warmed
by a few space heaters, and a lot of bodies. Together they put a dent into the
twenty degree weather, raising the house temperature to about forty.
“It’s better than outside,” one hopeful guest offered.
“It’s better than outside,” one hopeful guest offered.
Ordinary time.
A few minutes later a guest made a request for something
we do not offer, so I said “no.”
“That's my first rejection of the day,” he said, “I was
waiting for it.”
Ordinary time.
One of our very mentally ill guests told me, “I really
like your jokes. I've been laughing since last week about the guy who walked
into a bar with jumper cables around his neck and the bartender said, 'You can
come in, but you’d better not start anything.'”
Ordinary time.
I had come across a Bible verse earlier that I shared
with guests as “The Word of the Day.” It sounded familiar, like it was from a
song. “The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, God’s mercies
never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness” (Lamentations
3:22–3:23). When I shared the Bible passage one guest started to sing,
Great is Thy faithfulness, O God my Father;
There is no shadow of turning with Thee,
Thou changest not, Thy compassions they fail not,
As Thou hast been, Thou forever wilt be.
There is no shadow of turning with Thee,
Thou changest not, Thy compassions they fail not,
As Thou hast been, Thou forever wilt be.
God is present. God hangs in there in ordinary time. The singing
guest did not know the rest of the song, so we looked up the remaining verses.
Summer and winter and springtime and harvest,
Sun, moon, and stars in their courses above;
Join with all nature in manifold witness,
To Thy great faithfulness, mercy, and love.
Sun, moon, and stars in their courses above;
Join with all nature in manifold witness,
To Thy great faithfulness, mercy, and love.
Pardon for sin and a peace that endureth,
Thine own dear presence to cheer and to guide;
Strength for today, and bright hope for tomorrow
Blessings all mine, with ten thousand beside.
Thine own dear presence to cheer and to guide;
Strength for today, and bright hope for tomorrow
Blessings all mine, with ten thousand beside.
Not a bad song for ordinary time.
A guest came in from the cold as the last verse was read.
“Good morning,” I said and then asked, “How you doing?”
“Ain’t locked up. Ain’t covered up. Doing fine.”
Ordinary time.